seriously??

okay, okay really this time...i mean it!! 2011 is definitely the year for me to make a change and get down to business the right way. i have prepared myself to not be disappointed in myself and just keep at it. i joined jillian michaels online program and i'm ready to give it a shot. the biggest loser show is very inspiring and i always told myself if i only had a trainer like jillian i so could lose the weight. so now i can using the online program. so far this year i have lost 6lbs but i'm not sure if its just water weight or what. i think its getting simpler for me now because i don't feel stressed anymore or feel i like i have to lose weight by this summer or have to lose weight by my next birthday rather i know i have to lose weight but taking it slow is okay because eventually i will get there to my goal weight. so here's to 2011 and here's to trying to lose weight again!! but this time this is it!