weaknesses

ugh i hate this. i'm at a weird weak point right. i could so go for a spicy chicken from wendys or something. i miss feeling full but i guess feeling satisfied is better for ya. i think i'm going to buy some sushi for dinner tonight. i'm in the mood for something lite. i'm going out tonight to see my friend perform. he's an awesome singer and i think he will make it big. we are going to move to la and become roommates. that would be so cool. okay so back to weaknesses i think its hard for me to avoid this subject because i drive by wendys almost all the time and i don't really like anything there besides their spicy chicken and then right across the street is taco bell which i also can hang out there all day just eating tacos. but i've done good so far so i guess its just really starting to get to me at this point since i use to eat a meal from both places once a week maybe twice. so how do i stop this craving of fast food? i wish it would just go away. it seemed easier the first time around i tried losing weight to the point where i didn't even think about fast food. this stinks! someone should come up with a fast food place that only has low cal, low fat, low sodium foods. life would be simpler and so would freaking dieting. oh wait i'm not suppose to say that word so i guess i would say a change of lifestyle. i will say one thing i do feel a lot better health wise from not eating fast food. okay i did have a two cheeseburger meal at mcdonalds last saturday but it was so worth the trip not for the food but for other reasons i won't mention for the sake of my friends identity. love ya chris! so anyway i guess this craving will soon pass. i don't need the stuff, the stuff makes me feel bad so if i think about that then maybe this feeling would just go away. after this fast food craving goes away i will have to work on ice cream next!

cwak